This Christmas break has not been so good. For many reasons that I will not get into because they are petty and stupid. But one of the biggest reasons is that I am lonely. Sure I have a lot of friends, but they seem so distant. Or that we don't really connect. Or that they have their own circle of friends and I am just a random friend. Lame. I know it probably won't change- I don't want to have to force any one to be my friend. I know I have lots of them, but it seems that I don't have friends the same way I used to - or they way anyone else seems to.
On another note, all I do is work. All the time. I feel like I'm working to live even though I never really get to experience the living part. Although, when I'm not working, I'm bored at home moping about my sad life. So its a lose-lose situation.
I know all of this is lame and uninteresting. I think the next post I make will be a short story or an slice of one of my stories or a song that I've written or a poem (I know there are no commas in that), because those, although pretty bad, are not as boring as what is going on in my life right now. Haha. :)
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Hey Gabby! I feel your pain. A lot of my break from school was spent in solitude as well. If I wasn't at Starbucks working on http://www.biscuitbreakers.com, I was working on SayAnything or on my blog. That was the full extent of my break...no phone calls, no text messages, no facebook messages. I will definnitely make a conscious effort to bug you this semester bc I understand how powerful community is and how much it is needed. Love Yah Sis!
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